Wednesday, October 25, 2017

but now we both know.

i wanted you to know that;

you are the one designed for me
a distant stranger that I will complete

Wednesday, December 14, 2016

once in awhile.

Once in awhile,
Like, occasionally,
I dropped by your page
to check if you're still living
under the same blue sky as I am;
if life is treating you as kind as dream does;

and whether my smile is still haunting you the way
wounds you left never completely healed.

Thursday, October 27, 2016

whiskey in a teacup.

I am not made for anyone.

a volatile existance
behind these superficial layers of façade.

I came to learn some people who think they can manage the fire
fled when it burned.

Showed them my silver cage
that they couldn't afford.

I am not made for anyone;
but I know that those who survived the storm
will stay in the end no matter what.

Monday, October 24, 2016

a belated letter.

I guess we're not meant to be afterall.

was the most terrible thing someone had ever said to me.

Thursday, October 20, 2016


we were driving past the night
and you wanted me to tell what our future looks like on my mind.
so i gave you a rough sketch of
a humble wedding, a little apartment,
and about how we agreed on having just one kid.
you turned to face me with a grief look,
and asked me if i would really be okay with those;
should those ever be enough.

I held your face with my hand and stared into your eyes.
I wouldn't be here for anything else.

shooting star.

everything you want me to,
i'll be.

Friday, September 30, 2016

like you meant it.

i was warm and soft
and smelled like melting vanilla sugar
so sweet when you kiss her frail bones
your fingers trail my curves.