this whole balancing life thingie drives me sick of myself.
i'm totally okay with how i am today.
i supposed to be!
everything is fine,
everything runs smoothly as how it is expected,
and i barely get any troubles in hand.
SO, WHY THE HELL
is it so hard to feel that i'm okay?
what in the world should i do to find this fucking balance?
probably a trip to Italy and India before coming home next month would do.