Friday, June 19, 2015


i never had an issue with envy before
for long i thought it was certainly not my thing
until i stood in front of you
and i realized
i have no confidence
to the extent that
i could not even pull up the courage
to make up for reasons
that would make you stay
and the days you once had with her
are blinking on the back of my eyelids
like a rough nightmare
which keeps me awake past bedtime
a curse
which i had to live with, perhaps
a price i had to pay
for things i should not have done
though i never regret
too much heaven
is a sin
they said.

and after the show, only hell it brings.

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